A lot of people drink to escape reality. (sub-consciously or not) what this does is close down the left side of the brain. Promoting the right side, which is filled with creativity and care free traits, apathetic feelings towards society, and fuck peoples opinions, more with the wind, more with the moon.. ( I myself happen to be placed within the right brain head quarters.) However, I read. I have to have some sort of balance. I have to gain some sort of wisdom or knowledge...to feel in full operation. Logic! My logic seems to open more of my creative passages up, and vice verses. Basically, I can't do one with out the other.

Back to getting to a point: Right now more than ever apathetic tendency's are being promoted by the so called ''elite''. They do this in the form of everything. I mean everything. From your t.v. screen to installing fear in you within the doctor's office, and religion.

On your t.v. screen you get entertainment in various forms. Music, soap operas, so called reality teLIEvision shows, news, and repeat movies. This is a form of escape. A form of escaping into a controlled arena.

Right now more than ever....I hear music that is fucking weak. It's dumb as fuck. Straight up!

And I'm a creative person.

Therefore if it has an ounce of creativity to it..I will give it some sort of credit.

But, something is fucking wrong... I don't know what in the hell this shit is....
Hip hop, where art thou? because I don't feel you.
Rap, where art thou? because I don't hear you.
Where is my poetry...where is my escape.
All I see is a mask...kinda like what happened to Mj's face...
SMH
wtf
Don't get me wrong.
I know the formula. Drugs, sex, weed, money, whatever....

I can't even listen to the radio.... Don't even get me started on them novela's!!! sheeesh.
Reality tv-ughhhh
News- Wow! I can't believe people actually believe this shit. I mean I can, it must be the fluoride in the tooth paste...they must be swallowing that shit. Because....dayum.

Delusional
.... I'm done.

Just typing right now. But, will come back to put it in a better way, on another day.